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Advice for fresh graduates
by Hannah Jara
College graduation feels like decades ago just because so much has happened after it. I clearly remember the day we celebrated our college recognition in UP Diliman and subsequently, the graduation rites in PICC, and I was celebrating the success of finally finishing as Cum Laude after five challenging years. That was back in 2016. The next step for us was getting our local license to practice as Physical Therapists. Since I wasn't raised in a financially secure household, I had to start looking for employment options, since I did not want to have a license and be unemployed at the same time. I started searching for job openings even before I took the licensure examination. No one ever tells you the difficulty of getting a job. I thought it was going to be easy considering I was an honor student and an Iska. But obviously that was not the case. Being a graduate in a premier university still puts you at the bottom of the food chain. They don't tell you that you not only compete with your batchmates in landing a job–you also compete with skilled UP graduates who have past experience. It's those people who graduated before you, and it's not just UP; you have competition from seniors, those your age, and eventually, those who are younger than you from all kinds of schools.
Of course I was intimidated and scared and anxious. It took me some time before I realized that competition was not supposed to be viewed as something bad. One ought to use the thought of competition as a driver for excellence.
Being a graduate in a premier university still puts you at the bottom of the food chain. They don't tell you that you not only compete with your batchmates in landing a job–you also compete with skilled UP graduates who have past experience.
You need to keep learning and excelling because for you and your skills to be in demand, you need to strive to be a little better than those who came before you, those who are your age group, and the newer generation who may come after you. The problem with many Filipinos is that we are so afraid of competition, not necessarily because we envy their excellence, but rather we feel threatened that their excellence would overthrow our security. We do not so much as desire to be in their place as much as we feel like we will be robbed of something due to their presence. And this was a common theme that I've seen in many people over the years. Those who know that they did not elevate their skills and competencies feel scared of innovation and new ideas that may rock their beliefs and comfort zone. And you, as a fresh graduate, may feel like you need to stop learning, to settle, because subconsciously you have this desire to get the approval of older colleagues.
So the first thing I would tell you is this: you need to keep moving forward. Do not follow people's advice just because they are older, because many of them give advice not to your betterment, but for their own ego. The first thing you have to see before believing someone is the state of their relationships, career, and growth. If the person is not a role model in any of these aspects, best be wary of believing what they say. And especially don't believe them if they like talking behind people's backs often. It is very hard to get wisdom from someone who enjoys speaking ill of other people. I do remember when I wanted to enter as a research assistant instead of practicing as a clinician back when I was 22. A new entrepreneur aged 25 at that time, told me that being a research assistant was being a "slave to doctors"–that you do a lot of the groundwork but they get all the credit. He was telling me it was foolish to want to be a research assistant because I was on the road to abuse.
Fast forward to 2022, I have had so many opportunities, skills, and connections from working in research and this man ended up broke, and went back to his home country. He might have given me advice free from malice, but was limited, nevertheless, because of his inexperience. Although some workplaces are truly toxic, many of the jobs available are only branded as abusive because people do not want the pangs of growth and learning. Some people do not want to do certain tasks because they feel like it's "not part of their job", even if that could have been a wonderful opportunity to grow.
For example, if you were given the task to organize a training and this included communicating with stakeholders, and planning the venue, and accounting all the expenses, etc. One can complain that it is not part of their usual tasks as an office worker and fail to see how that activity could be an opportunity to practice organization skills, enhance negotiation skills, and sharpen financial skills. It can also be the other way around. Some people feel that they have had such a technical training that they shouldn't be doing mundane tasks. I remember a past colleague tell me, as we were stapling data collection forms, "We studied in UP, and then we just end up stapling forms? We're being paid for these tasks?" and kept telling me what a waste of time it was.
And I saw that the more that people are grateful, the more opportunities are given to them.
It's unfortunate to see how we lose sight of gratitude because of repetition in our workplace. I've worked in places where people would complain for being paid Php 22,000 pesos a month and stapling forms. And I've had colleagues who would complain for being given technical tasks while being paid Php 110,000 pesos a month. I came to realize that people are unsatisfied with their jobs not for how much they make or what tasks they were doing; it was simply the disconnect from the face of gratitude. And I saw that the more that people are grateful, the more opportunities are given to them. At the end of the day, if you have great work ethic and a grateful heart, it isn't impossible to thrive in whatever path you choose to take.
And speaking of path, that isn't something you discover immediately after you graduate too. Your passion is what you end up being good at because you do it for a prolonged period of time. You cannot just wake up one day and say you are passionate in doing something that you haven't done repeatedly before. A lot of fresh graduates feel lost because they think they are doing something that they are not passionate about. And that's probably true, because you haven't done it long enough for you to actually be competent and feel proud about it. It's a learning process. Sometimes it feels as though we want to achieve "success" as fast as possible, but not wanting to go through all the emotional roller coaster that's necessary to get there. We want to earn the most money with the least amount of effort. We want something to be proud about without shedding humiliating things about ourselves.
And probably one of the saddest things I've seen is how people force excellence in the shortest amount of time possible that instead of learning, it ends up being a traumatic and toxic experience. They burn out, then they demand that the world has to adjust to them because it destroyed their humanity, their soul. But for many of these cases, it's the lack of patience to become good at something. Dear graduate, you must understand that your confusion and the absence of a sense of purpose now is not something to fear. It is something to embrace and feel in its fullness. Our humanity is wrapped with the good and the bad, the confusion and the certainty, and the positive and the negative, for us to be able to have a sense of fulfillment.
So enjoy the journey, be grateful each step of the way for the good and the bad, and keep sharpening your skills with patience. Then one day, you'll be surprised how far you got with the right mindset.
Rooting for you.